Romans 1:16
For I am not ashamed of the gospel, for it is the power of God for salvation to everyone who believes, to the Jew first and also to the Greek.
Although I would never say I'm ashamed of Jesus, sometimes the things I don't say or tell people about myself really show that I am ashamed.
For example, I used to babysit for a family with 4 young children and these kids could watch movies I can't watch.
When the mom would bring home newly rented movies to her very excited children, it would put me in an awkward position.
Instead of telling the mom of the family that, out of conviction to live a pure life, I didn't want to watch Twlight or Nights in Rodanthe, I would just avoid the subject and play games with the kids.
Now, looking back on it, I wish I would have said something.
I know they like and respect me, and it's an opportunity I missed to share my faith with them. I feel I probably could have had more influence. For example, I did share my family's beliefs on not dating and how I'm trusting my parents and God in that whole process. They were so very impressed and very interested. I really wish I hadn't held back in other areas.
Really, in a way, it's selfish not to share it all. It's me being more worried about how they might look and think of me, and that's not what I should be worried about.
Instead of looking for loop holes to escape these conversastions, I should've been more concerned about their salvation and eternal life, and I should have been looking for natural ways to bring it up.
I'm always saying how I love this family, but if I really did love and care for them, I should've taken every opportunity to share the gospel with them even if it was just through being willing to talk about the movies they watch that I won't watch.
It would definitely be worth it to me to have a five minute uncomfortable talk and maybe reach these people, and honor God in doing so?
In alot of my dad's sermons lately, he's made the point that if you don't feel awkward in this world sometime, at least, you've probably comformed to and really are apart of it.
My prayer for the new year is that I will not be ashamed of the gospel.
Can any of you think of ways you want to be more bold in sharing your faith in Jesus in the coming year?
If so I would love to hear!